Examinations

Aaaargh!!! Exams are up. Crap. How the semester have flown by so fast... It feels as if I just started the semester yesterday. Now, it's already the end of the semester.

Phew! What a semester. Very hectic and interesting as well. There was so much that was going on and is going on. My crush is over. Some friendships are over. A new day. A new dawn. It has all arrived.

Well, I suppose some relationships are never meant to last. Anyway, I won't give up my hope of searching for a boyfriend. However, it won't mean that I'll go searching for one either. I have lots to do for the upcoming semester.

Having a boyfriend will definitely take up too much precious time. Oh, well. When I'm ready. That's all for now.

Exam-mode,
MaeQ

Weird, Weird Feeling

Tell me what you want from me? - OneRepublic

This perfectly describes how I'm feeling write now. Disturbed and feeling lost. Pain whenever I read whatever he wrote. Missing him whenever I do not see him. Accurate feeling = LOST.

What do the both of us want out of each other I will never know. My guts tell me that it will never work or materialise but deep inside I hope that it might. This is a weird feeling to feel for someone so near yet so far.
Hmm...I really miss him.

In conclusion, it's a weird, weird feeling. This is something that I am NOT supposed to feel. *Sighs*

Weirdly weird,
MaeQ

Stupid Cupid!

Well, as the song goes, cupid is stupid and a real mean guy too. *Sighs*
Oh...what feeling is this? No, not love but infatuation. Again? Aiya...this is not good!
I hardly know the guy and not to mention, we're only communicating on certain grounds. Character flaw for him and boredom plus loneliness for me.

When we're both through this stage, we might never communicate again. I would certainly miss him because we've got so much chemistry together. Or maybe I found him interesting because he would answer all my questions. Besides, he is different. Can't say what exactly is different about him but different enough for me to find him fascinating.

And he is so different because he is probably the most matured person I've ever chatted with. Hopefully I get to meet him when he comes down. Haha. And he slept halfway chatting with me. That is so cute.

Cupid Out,
MaeQ

A Shoulder

I want a boyfriend!!!! It's no secret! Yes! Why? Because I want a shoulder to cry on, to lean on and to sit on. Lol. [About the sit on part is just a joke]
Yesterday during lunch, someone asked me, "Hey dear, are you seeing somebody?"
And I answered, "No, I'm not. Never seen 'anyone' for the past 21 years of my life."
And she continued by saying, "Go and shop around la, girl."
My answer: I don't have time to shop around.

Aiya...I could just kicked myself! Why in the bloody world did I say that? Ugh. I am officially pathetic.
Hmm...problem is, I'm too shy to approach the opposite gender. Besides, they find me too aggressive. Haha.
Oh, well. That's too bad.

And one of my friend's boyfriend once said to me, "I have friends who would love to date you."
My answer: Yea, unfortunately they're your friends and not mine.

Hahaha...Oh, you stupid girl.

Boyfriendless,
MaeQ

Conversation Tidbit

Last night, on the way home after movie. In the car, with my sister.

Me: Hmm...eh, go and buy for me that yummy chocolate panda biscuit filling that tastes real yummy from ISETAN. I feel like eating it.

*Quiet*
*More silence*
[So, I turned to look at her while I was driving. She was staring at me.]

Me: What?
Sis: What? Did I give birth to you or something? Why should I be feeding you?

Rofl...it was indeed a sarcastic pun. But it was hilarious! See what my sister is capable of? Funny moments.
*Sigh*
I am so going to miss her when she furthers her studies.

Over and out,
MaeQ

Online Journals

Stinking online journals! Why can't I access it? Why, oh why do you make me suffer so? Aaaaaaargh!!!!

KNS!!!! F! F! F! F!

I need to start the research on my assignment TODAY!!!!

Unreliable thing! Ugh!

Journaling out,
MaeQ

Canon in D Major

I LOVE Cannon in D Major! It's an awesome piece by Johann Pachelbel, a German composer. The music just makes you feel so.....oooooh...it makes you feel all warm and fuzzy inside and makes you wanna curl your toes in pleasure.

Haven't heard of it? Go listen. I highly recommend it.

Cannoning Out,
MaeQ

Temper, Temper.

I should learn to control my temper better. Keep a tighter rein on it. Control myself. In all my actions, thoughts and words. Oh...
I am so easy to be instigated! Weak. Therefore, I must change. And I will have small outbursts like this once in a while. I find that it is a great alternative to de-stress!
;)

Hot-tempered,
MaeQ